© 1/10/2000 -- Claire Young West Lydia Rose slowly undid the small white cloth button that held the lace collar firmly around her neck. She undid the next three as well, letting the blouse loosely slip open to reveal the tops of her breasts, held firmly in the silk flowered bra. This was always her ritual when a letter arrived from Santa Fe. She would not open it until she was lying on her bed, where she could begin the gentle touches of her own flesh as she read his longing for her through black inked letters. Sky would tell her about his daily work, his encounters with vivid and dull characters alike, the heat, the cool, the beauty of the desert nights, music and through it all he would reach for her. "Lydia, it is on those nights, when the blackest sky is lit by star radiance, that I see you, naked, beautiful Florita wet with desire." And by the time she would finish his letter for the tenth, twentieth, hundredth time, she would be drenched in the heat of her response to him, a crescendo of physical passion, brought forth by the depth of her want for him. There, in her small boarding room, on her quilt coverlet, beneath the latched window, in the late afternoon sun, she would transform from the tailored, dignified Boston school marm into a desert Rose, her legs, blossoming, opening, to welcome him into her. Though a thousand miles away, she could still feel his warm lips even now, moist against the petals. "Ohhh, Sky, " she moaned. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Lydia? Lydia?" Jonathan rapped his knuckles against the door."Lydia, are you coming down to dinner?" He leaned his ear, flush against the wood, straining to hear her movement, the sound of her legs and arms, her breathing. Generally he could hear her humming, a variety of melodies that ranged from Mozart symphonies to the popular romantic song of the day. Other times she might be practicing poetry recitation aloud preparing for an interpretation before her students. Or he would just hear her laughter , part of a conversation with a visiting friend who would join them all for dinner. Sometimes, though he wasn't sure, because to imagine such things would drive him crazy, he thought he could hear her moaning softly...but then he wondered if that was his own imagination. But right now-he reached to knock again. "Lydia? Are you th...." The door swung open. Jonathan, leaning forward for a hard final knock, stumbled into the room, almost knocking into Lydia as he tripped past her. A thin, cushioned high back chair stopped his forward plunge, only to find his hands resting on the delicate, white skirt slip that Lydia had tossed on the chair in her undressing. Though a millisecond in time, it was enough to register within his groin, that he was touching cloth that had moved across her thighs. He looked at her, fearing she could easily discern his exhilerating inner blush. Instead, he immediately realized she saw nothing. “Johnathan,” Lydia cooed. “Were you intending to beat down my door?” His hand still resting on her white slip, taking advantage of the unnoticed moment he responded, “Not this time My Lady, but if ever, if ever you were in distress. I’d come to your rescue.” “You would? How very, very kind of you,” she laughed.. “I’d knock down any door you needed knocked down,” Johnathan replied. “Would you now?” Lydia moved past Johnathan to the open window, pulling back white lace curtains, reveaing l the setting Western sun. Would you rescue me riding a beautiful Appaloosa? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Somewhere in New Mexico ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sky had finished the chores for the day -- he’d rounded up the last of several stray calves, and mended part of the chute through which the cattle were funneled into the box cars of the train-line spur that crossed his boss’s ranch. He was exhausted, as usual... though he didn’t think about it. He never did. It was just the way one felt at the end of the day. He was walking back from the stable, having finished grooming his Appaloosa, Cloudy, when he noticed someone standing on the porch of the cabin he shared with several other wranglers. Damn...he thought...if it’s that little piss-ant Gary, wanting to play checkers again, he was going to have to be rude. Ordinarily, he disliked talking with anyone...let alone having to put up verbal fences to keep them out of his private world. It’s why he loved his work, among many other reasons -- he rarely had to deal with people, except to bark orders when a big drive was on. He tolerated Gary, though he was young (and often reckless), because he was a good wrangler, already, and Sky knew he’d be a great one, one day...a potential foreman...if he ever learned to keep his head where the sun was shining. Well...there was one big exception to the privacy of his world. He wasn’t sure what to make of it, and it bothered him sometimes, though he couldn’t, for the life of him, figure why. He’d met a young lady when he was in Santa Fe six months ago, buying new tack. She’d asked him some rather odd questions (although, he thought everyone from the east was odd -- not that he didn’t like them...he had virtually no prejudices -- after all, he was a half-breed Kiowa orphan... he’d experienced a lifetime of cruelty from native americans and whites alike). He was born an outsider...and by this time in his life, it had become part of him, like the weariness at the end of the day. It's just the way things were. Maybe the word odd wasn’t the right word. What was that other word -- intriguing? He had begun to read again, after years of reading little but a newspaper now and then, or labels on goods he purchased in town. His speech was remarkably free of the sloppy speech of the other ranch-hands, and he had written letters on a regular basis, to his mother, while she was alive (though she never answered him - to her, he was the ruin of her life... when she’d become pregnant with him after being raped by a Union soldier). He never knew whether she read them, or not. The only correspondence that involved them had been a letter from the BIA informing him that his “birth mother had passed away...condolences...etc.” A shout from the darkened step of the cabin confirmed Sky’s earlier thought -- it was Gary, though he couldn’t hear what he was saying. Well, just like him to scream his lungs out, just to make noise. “Jesus, Gary...shut up....you’re yellin’ loud enough to spook the whole damned canyon!” Scott felt a little foolish... Gary probably couldn’t hear him, either. Scott held up his hand, “Whoa, Gary!” he shouted, even louder (the shouting bothered him, his own voice hurt his ears sometimes, he believed). He held up one hand, a dark-skinned hand with large knuckles, but remarkably long fingers... “I pick guitar with that hand...” he thought. It was a gesture to silence Gary for a moment. But another thought came to mind suddenly -- that the same hand had touched the woman he’d met that day at the Emporium. The memory was charged... and it took Scott a bit by surprise. For, it was the manner in which he had dared to touch her... because she had let him. She had responded to him, not with shock or surprise, or anything like anger. She had looked into his eyes, quite directly, and said -- “You’re a handsome man...do you know that?” He remembered feeling both embarrased, and pleased. It wasn't just the idea that the woman (a beautiful young woman, at that) had paid him a compliment. It was that...he knew she meant what she was saying. She'd had no motive whatsoever to lie to him. Just as quickly as the thought came, it was scattered by the sight and sound of Gary's shadow-shape running toward him. Startled, he stepped aside, and collared Gary as though he were a large calf, then rolled him to the ground. "Damn, Scott...what the hell ya gonna do...brand me, next?" Gary blurted, sounding angry and hurt at the same time. "Oh, man...I'm sorry..." Scott mumbled. What could he tell Gary? I was thinking about this woman and... No. Just..."I'm sorry." Gary sounded mollified as he pulled himself up to his knees and slapped off some of the dirt on his pants. "Well, I just wanted to tell ya that ya got some mail." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ more later...wink...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~sometime in their future ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ On the flat, sun-heated rock, they lay together...naked skin to naked skin...still glistening with mineral water droplets, the result of bathing in the nearby steaming pool. His left hand (he lay to her left) reached over, a gentle arching motion -- their eyes met, then both looked to his hand, now slowly descending to touch the petals of her flower. Her eyes closed, and a deep sigh escaped her smiling lips. "Oh...Sky...we are magic." He smiled. He loved to hear the sound of her voice, escpecially at this moment, which was, indeed, magic... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~